finally come to the stage that I feared most
that is ..even my goal is achieved..
it seems that the place is not interesting at all.
Franlin Rosevelt said, the most fearful thing is fear itself.
I hope so.
Lincoln also said, if you want to test somebody, give him power.
I hate being nasty but sometimes I think I have to, to get things done. (actually, I am not very nasty, just not being patient when my wants cannot be satisfied)
This is not the value that I buy, but out of my suprise, I practised it, like those that I despised before. I know I am a picky person in workplace, that's why I am sure those working with me should be very smart, though I am nobody at all.
Today, I have written a report on works I have done during the contract period for appraisal, Out of my surprise, I have done 8 programmes in 9 months...3 prime time programme , 4 five minuter, 1 drama, 1 whole series of research.
I begin to feel exhausted. Not only physically, but mentally, or should I say spiritually? And I begin to agree the point that mangement is an art, not science or social science. There is never a definite way to get to the right track.